the war

i wake up to a new day
, a new beginning

at least thats what i'm led to believe

dragging my self into a state of defeated consciousness
against my very will

everything seems in a haze
through my induced eyes

it's like an illusion
i fall

i fall rapidly

deeply

into a maze of uncertainty
a refusal of reality

i'm at war against my very senses

struggling to arise

i fall to my knees

i desist

am i wrong

or am i wronged ............

.sin