walking down a life riddled with pain, a existence that defies explanation
waking every morning wishing to cease , to fall into an abyss
sex, money, drugs and alcohol - powerless cocktail , potent holocaust recipe for ....

contrived emotions have suppressed feelings that leave me numb, desolate
closing walls, blinding florescence , blanked vision
raised books scorch eyes, deafening rhythms fall on closed ears
the bass line pounds my chest filling the void , enchanted orations, the mind is tricked
sent to psychedelic dimensions, escaped is the dark doom of today

a heart full of pain, a head filled with rage , wandering , searching for salvation from vices endured
dopamine for my restless soul , provider of peace , destroyer of men
i worship shiva for the escape, cross a fallen angel , wish a deal
sublime feels lost in woven facades, false lives an endeared existence

slur in the haze and bleed in request , rancor kills in greed
the air reeks of fear in change, an unbearing stench of denial
wake my dear, wake ... submit to me , worship vespers the mind
pages shrink to lines , monosyllables in stead

rage .