we spend out entire lives in pursuit of intelligence, enlightenment, closure (call it whatever..) avoiding, even shunning the visceral that plagues us , to what end ? realization of our aspirations or rather subjugation to an inept sense of morality ? with even the most basic of our yearnings smothered by an overtly controlled social experiment that is defined by the mistakes of the ancient, that by inherent nature represents a downward spiral. Sometimes i wonder..